4 Months in Healing

Well, Believe it or not, I do remember that I have a blog about creative healing.
I intend to write in this blog every day or every other day, but
since I left my cabin in March where I grieved my Father quite greatly...I've
been unresponsive to it.

I few days ago I spent some time reflecting on the months since my
last entry and now. It has be amazingly rich with new energy, new
experiences and abundant healing. I have kept it ALL to myself.
Every tiny tidbit. I knew along the way that I was being quiet; but
I didn't feel guilt, or pressure, or grief about a goal that I set
that was being ignored. It's not that I didn't feel some of those
things for other goals when I was being remiss...but, not this one-I just let go.

So, today I'm here to explain what I believe happened to me as I
was rebuilding from a loss. If you are someone
who goes into a sensory perceiving place, as I do, discussing it
can cause a separation of flow... BUT, with creative spiritual work
the discussion takes place with the inner soul. When we are quiet, and taking
our love down into our depths...there are no words to clarify. No
words are helpful or necessary.

I have been seeing in images...sensing a new life beyond the pain
and attachment I had to my Father. I have sensed my way, like
a person in a dark room feeling the furniture and walls to know
what step to take next. I have had 100% faith that things were exactly
as they should be and I have accepted it all as it's shown up.
This is the first time in my life that I have been able to "Do" what
I "Be-lieve"...and that is that "everything is perfect as it is right now,
no matter how ugly, scary, dirty, sad or whatever. Just let it
be there, and know, believe  and refer to what you see as a dark
part of a beautiful picture.

What has happened for me here? I will never step back, permanently, to the place
I was before. I have gained a huge awareness of myself and of Life as I
see it...I do not doubt that life is my guide and teacher. I live
it as it lives me.

I will share more tomorrow~ Or THE Day after~ I'm ready to
"Be" here and share. A circle has been completed.

With Love,
Roxie Marie